A serious question regarding women.... not cat videos

"Fearing that I cared for nothing doesn't scare me anymore for you deserved zero of my heart. Then I laid my eyes on a face that held such a wonderful smile and I realized that I was chasing a ghost before you and I spoke words of meaning followed by smiles of content.Holding you in my arms as cars sped by, exhaust fumes floating by in their own way spreading their venom. Which means nothing anymore, like the words that were spit from a harlots mouth. Ignoring the fact that I was brushed off but caught by an angel in disguise as the stars tried in their own dammed way to peak out behind clouds of grey to get a look at what it means to not be alone. Speaking to you meant worlds to me, and all I ever wanted was in front of my face as false promises were left a few blocks over until they were gone for good. I feared to be thrown out as human waste but I was recycled by your words of good will and a smile that I needed but felt as if I didn't deserve. Phone lines no longer silent as satellites carry our voices from thousands of miles away, from my mouth to your ear I heard you laugh as I pictured your smile in my head like a beautiful crime scene that you can't look away from. The twisted metal of my head being re-welded back to new by words of hope. If you left tomorrow I'd drive across state lines, car on empty just to see you smile as I sing you all of your favorite songs, out of tune, but not out of touch. I'll be like the bicycle your father bought for you as a child, but rain made the chain rusty and weak. You fixed me up with a little bit of grease and made me feel good as new again. I could be your ride,safe,fun, and glad to know that I'm there to make you happy as you put a smile on this lonesome face I suddenly don't feel alone from my memories. Thank you for being you, for being alive.
- Adam Schnellenbach

My New Cult Almost Completed!

I need help trying to pay for these wheels and pegs which are the last parts I need for my new bike, does anyone have an extra set of pegs lying around with a 3/8 front and 14mm rear? A wheel with a freecoaster, or without Id like it with one. Some pegs to go with those wheels and a headset but I really need a front 3/8 wheel and a rear 14mm . Here is a little help me weird edit I made showing you what BMX WITH DRAWL Looks like..... http://vimeo.com/86248477
Robbie Morales at Cult sent me a "sample" frame which seems rad as fuck. Forks, mind control stem the front part of the stem is chrome, the rest is black since its made from two different stems pieced together which looks honestly amazing, the bars he sent are the big ones AK rides and seem like a good fit,cult half link chain,tires,grips. I love the handlebars they are super cozy and for a dude with a fucked back PERFECT. The day before I came home the last job I lost, a crummy Pizza delivery job which I always came up to my dismay. Dolecki gave me an FBM Stairmaster frame before I knew what Robbie was doing but the FBM came with an Animal Sprockey Balboa and profiles, so Im stoked. If the Cult doesn't work out I have the FBM. But two weeks back I had been talking to $cerbo via email and a few days later I got an Animal Bikes box in the mail which put the biggest smile on my face.To see a Cult box one day then at the end of the week get a box from my favorite company Animal Bike Co? Got me out of my self made pity party and I was motivated all I needed was the wheels but its hard to get the money needed at the scrap yard. See I quit drinking and quit drugs and I owe 90 a week to a clinic in Delaware which is helping me quit pain meds and shit. Once I get my bike running I will lower my dose and then stop going I need such simple things which feel so hard to get, 2 tubes, pegs one 3/8, one 14mm or 2 3/8 and 2 14mm so I can run my fav. 4 but.... I need wheels. One 3/8 front and a rear 14mm I would LOVE a freecoaster and was wondering if any of you have wheels, headset, or pegs for sale? Especially the Primo Freecoaster wheel I want that thing so bad,,, Id love to order this from Empire as was planned along with their new coffee but if I can get an email from DBZ about a complete front 3/8 Primo wheel, and a Primo Freemix RHD with whatever cog would go with a 30 tooth sprocket the wheel painted white with black spokes is my honest dream wheel. With a Primo N4FL v2 front wheel in white with black spokes. There is what I want, along with either 2 or four pegs. If I could order from Primo directly or deal with DBZ is there any chance I could get my wheels and pegs taken care of I still can order my coffee, tubes and whatever else I need from my brothers and sisters at Empire. Peep this wee video I made out of desperation and BMX With Drawl....